mayb..

hiee..


did some thinking..
and i no longer wana be caught in a dilemma.. as to leave the past behind me or not.
in other words, i shud jus wake up..
i have hold on for a really long time.
i wana be freed frm dose naive thinkings of mine.. lingering in my mind for too long. brainwash is not the way out.. i realise its never possible unless u're reeli that lucky or just the opposite.
its not true that i can simply forget everything... esp which i held dearly..
and its hard to tell whether i'll just take back these words the very next day..
i'll never know. but i'll try..
i'll focus on everything else except.... and


let go now.


*love is all i have to give to u.
love is more than just a game for two.